Monday, August 26, 2013

And Down the Stretch They Come...

*Delayed Post*

In a horse race, the final stretch in which the horses head for home is usually the fastest part of the race and this is when the jockeys whip their animals as hard as possible to try to spur them to victory. In a way this was what the last couple of days had been like for me in St. Louis. Even though there was no jockey making the days go by quickly they went by in a flash. After staying up till 2 AM at Brandon’s saying our final goodbyes I was off to Chicago for the Arlington Million Horse Race. It was a nice event and the Arlington Park Horse Track made Fairmount Park (my local track) look like a dump… which I guess it is. But either way everyone was all dressed up like the Kentucky Derby and it was a great time. I even picked the winner! Real Solution, a 10-1 longshot won through disqualification which some may say I didn’t actually win but the other horse really did impair Real Solution from winning so I will take that as a victory.
                Right when I got back to St. Louis it was straight into DEFCON 5. I quickly realized that I had done absolutely no shopping in getting ready for my departure on Thursday morning. So I spent the next few days running around with my mother, buying supplies and clothes and anything else I might need in DC. This whole time I was getting snapchats and exchanging text messages with some of my friends who had already gone to college. My friends at Mizzou were doing what Mizzou kids do and Pat was having a great time with Dayton along with my friend Pete. Brandon was slugging through his first week of “Sperry” camp at Miami. He calls it Sperry Camp because it’s not full-fledged boot camp but a softer version of that. Anyway, to get back to my point, with every taste of college I got from my friends the more excited I got to start my own college career. Then came Wednesday.
                Wednesday (Yesterday) was my last full day in St. Louis. It was weird when my sister said that I had less than 24 hours left in this house and in St. Louis. All the excitement about college seemed to disappear in seconds when I realized that I was leaving my hometown for a longtime.  I woke up around 11 and left at 12 to pick up my sister from her first day of school after which we went to Lion’s Choice, a St. Louis favorite. Even though I did not go their very often I was still sad knowing I wouldn’t have the opportunity to have a Roast Beef Sandwich until Thanksgiving at least. I was planning on getting lunch with Steve but instead realized that I had to make a treck across St. Louis. First to UMSL and then to SLU in order to get my college credit sent to GW. UMSL has a really retarded campus. At SLU I was able to meet up with Emily Alcorn, a girl from LIFE week and Maryland that was starting her freshman year with move-in day on Wednesday. I talked with her for a little bit and after seeing how excited she was to start at SLU and what SLU was like on move-in I started feeling the excitement a little bit. It wouldn’t have been fair if on my way back from SLU I didn’t get caught in some early 5 o’clock traffic right? So finally, after doing some last minute shoe shopping, I arrived at home around 6 for my last 10 hours in St. Louis. What would most people do with that time? I don’t know probably pack… but instead I opted for continuing on like it was a normal day and like I was not leaving in a few hours… We had Imo’s for dinner, another St. Louis favorite, and right after that it was like Pearl Harbor all over again. The house was going crazy. Talk about waiting to the last minute, I got all of my stuff together in around 4 hours and was up until 1 in the morning getting all of my college stuff together. Every half hour or so throughout this ordeal I would stop to pet and play with my dogs. I sincerely think that I will miss them the most. Zoe and Barney are great dogs and I played with them every day. There was never a stretch for more than 2 hours when I was home in which I did not give both of them all of my attention and I could get away with saying it was probably less than that. Some people will probably say that it is awful that I am saying my dogs instead of my parents or my sister but I can skype them and talk on the phone but I can’t do that with my dogs. They can put the dogs on Skype but that’s not the same at all. Humans connect to each other by talking. Humans connect to dogs by petting them and by playing fetch, two things that Skype has not come out with features for yet. Finally, it came time to sleep in my bed for the last time. I went to sleep rather quickly but that sleep didn’t last long for I was awoken at 4 in the morning realizing that it was time for me to go.
                I was out the door in a matter of minutes but still brushing my teeth in my sink for the last time and just small things like that were making me question my decision to go so far away to college. I know it’s stupid because even if I went to Illinois or Indiana I would be leaving home but DC just seemed so far away at this point. I took one last look at my room and headed downstairs for the last time. Once down their I could tell that my mom had already started crying. She had been up till 2 in the morning making sure all of my stuff was ready and now she had to drive all the way to Dayton today. I hope she get’s some sleep today before she leaves.

                So as I drove my car for the last time in a while I realized that this was it. I wasn’t coming back for a long time and it will never be the same as when I was in high school and living in St. Louis every day. But here’s to a new beginning and new adventures in our nations capital. The stretch run went by fast but the next race will go by quicker I can bet you that. So as I sit here on a plane to Pittsburgh to visit my girlfriend before my parents pick me up to college and look out y window to the rising sun it is pretty much perfect for as what I am about to experience in life. Thank you St. Louis. It’s been real. Go Cardinals!

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Pilot

Chaminade-St. Louis
Esto Vir!
The decision to choose GW was a tough one. When it came down to it, I was deciding between a school that I had always felt comfortable with (Illinois) and a school that was completely different (GW). Ever since I can remember I wanted to study business. I was going to be an investment banker, make 6 figures out of college and live in Manhattan or Chicago. One thing that was always involved in my future plans though was travelling. I wanted to see the world. Not just your cliche travel spots (i.e. Paris, London, Rome) but the exotic, off the beaten path destinations that would really set you apart at the dinner table. So I was planning to attend the University of Illinois, a school that I had loved since day 1, whose athletic teams I live and die by and whom I have defended tirelessly for the past 12 years of my life. It seemed perfect, and then I got accepted into the Elliot School of International Affairs at George Washington University. The number 9 school for international affairs in the country. Wow! Just like that I found myself doubting my decision to go to Illinois. I thought of all the possibilities that awaited me at GW in the nation's capitol. I could be surrounded by politics and government and different countries! I could live in DC for 4 years! But I could still not bring myself to turn my back on Illinois and my career path that I had felt so comfortable with. Then one day while talking to my father he mentioned that if he could do it all over again he would pass on the money of being a lawyer and become a teacher. This struck me because even though I loved the idea of finance and the professional world that came with it, the idea of travelling around the world and representing the United States was just so amazing. After that comment from my dad that was when I started to veer in the direction of George Washington. I just couldn't come to grips with telling people that I wasn't going to Illinois though. Then one night, laying in bed, I just thought to myself, YOLO. You only live once. I can see the world, I won't make the most money but I can see the greatest things that this world and study the subject that I had always excelled in during school. I can always still cheer for Illinois athletics and if DC isn't the right fit I can always transfer but who wants to live their whole life in their comfort zone? Why not take risks? So that is what I'm doing. Taking a risk. Travelling 13 hours from my home. Leaving my family, my dogs Zoe and Barney, and all my friends who are going to schools in the midwest and "taking my talents" to the Capital. The career path isn't a guarantee and at some points can be dangerous but you cannot tell me that some accountant is going to live a life like mine. I don't think he will be ever in a high pressure situation in which he has to burn all confidential documents at the embassy. (Thanks for the ideas Mueller) When I told everyone they were really supportive and encouraging. It seemed like everyone thought that GW was where I was supposed to be and I should be studying something in politics. Mr. Armon was one that was extremely supportive. Mr. Armon had been my history teacher for the past 2 years and we had grown a great relationship. I spent countless hours during my English class coming into his room to talk politics and current events. He was really supportive of my decision and said that he was hoping that I would choose GW all along. So I enrolled in The George Washington University in May and went up for orientation in June. I was shell shocked when I first got on campus. It just seemed so different then when I had toured. It had a weird vibe to it and I began to question whether or not I had made the right decision. I kept thinking of myself at Assembly Hall or at Memorial Stadium on game days and walking through the Business School at Illinois. I made a few friends during orientation and met my roommate Gerry. Gerry was a great guy and we hit it off right from the start. Finally, after seeing all the weirdos post countless pages of dumb crap on the facebook page their was at least one normal person there with me. However, besides Gerry, the friends I made their were nice. But they just didn't really seem like people I could develop long lasting friendships with. They weren't like the guys at Chaminade who I could just hang out with. As orientation drew to a close I regained my confidence and remembered that I had made a commitment to myself to go to this school and that it was just a new environment and these things take time. I am going to spend at least one year there and hopefully 3 after that but if it doesn't work out I can always leave. Then I was back in St. Louis, surrounded by my same friends, working at the same pool, and going to the same parties. This summer seemed to last forever. The only real contact I had with GW was with my roommates deciding what we were going to bring and choosing my classes but besides that it did not seem like my life was on the verge of a monumental change... Then this week came. This past week I really started shopping for dorm supplies and the pile of school stuff has grown larger in the corner of my room. Today I said bye to Lucas for the last time and that was when it really hit me that my days in STL are numbered. In 48 hours from me writing this most of my friends will be gone. Off to college for their first semester and about 7 days after that I will be too. Tomorrow is my last day at Forest Hills and while I plan on coming back next summer, It will not be like this past one. I hope I can say bye to my friends tomorrow before I leave for a quick trip to Chicago but if not I'm sure they will all do great at their university's and create lots of memories. This past week fall sports have started at Chaminade. It is weird to think that the school is going to continue without the Class of 2013. Everyone I talk to says that their is apart of them that would want to go back for one more year and I agree with them. I would do anything for another year at Chaminade but I am also worried that their would be a coup and we would overthrow the administration. Good luck to the seniors this year.. You have big shoes to fill. So here I am. Doing most things for the last time. Today I went to my last cardinal game with my dad. A 5-1 loss to the Pittsburgh Pirates. A very disappointing game but still a great time to talk to my Dad, something that I always enjoy. It's also my last day with Brandon and Pat and basically with everybody tomorrow. Pat will be a tough one to say bye to. We have been going to school together for 12 years and have carpooled for the past 2. It's not to often you see 2 juniors/seniors carpooling together but I can guarantee that none had as much fun on drives to school then Pat and I did. Some of the moments from carpool like regularly picking up Quinn late and the 34 tardy's and showing up to school at noon because we were "scared to drive in the snow" and many more are memories that I will remember forever. So while we may not be sharing a car every morning I know that we will be friends for life. This past week I met up with my best friend of grade school. We had not seen each other in around 8 years but we still talked like we saw each other yesterday. We did some catching up but their was no awkwardness like I was afraid of. That meetup made me realize how quickly time flies. It seems like yesterday he moved away and I was starting Chaminade and playing lacrosse for the first time. These next 4 years are going to seem like an instant. Seeing him also showed me that even though we are no longer classmates at Chaminade, we will always be friends and even brothers. So here we go, onto new adventures. While I am still not 100% sure about my decision, I am going to do it. DC here I come! I got the major I want, I got the dorm I want, I got the classes I want, I got the roommates I want. All I need is the grades and I'll be set! These next few days of getting ready to leave will be tough but before I know it I will be in DC starting college. So here's my blog in which I will be sharing my thoughts on living in DC and comparing it to St. Louis and quite frankly whatever else I feel like writing about. Every TV show needs a pilot so this is my pilot. Let's see if this goes anywhere...